BON IVER - SKINNY LOVE
People always say when someone close to you passes away, it hits you at the weirdest times. I just had a breakdown while boiling water. I miss my mom so much. I’ve never gone this long without talking to her.
My eyes burn so bad. I’m running on 4 scattered hours of sleep in almost 48 hours and I have literally gone on every hospice/caregiver website imaginable. I need a cigarette, coffee and/or sleep.
But, how can I sleep when she doesn’t. Why would I want to sleep when her awake time is limited? I literally want to spend every waking moment with her. I love my mom so much.
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I just can’t handle this. I’m just so scared of it. A challenge fit for a man when I’m just a kid. I’m all torn at the seams, just like you said I’d be. If this is love, then I don’t want a part of it





